Did you even listen to the song in the OP?
Whether you believe in god or not, he still watches over you.
And believe it or not, He loves you so much he gave his life for your eternal happiness.
Now how about that?
Guh, Raeyok already mentioned the Chaplain of the forum, *Magick* Mage. Also, your approach is creepy and stupid, and you certainly aren't going to be the best replacement for Mage. Also, you screwed up and over i dont know how many times but you still managed to say you are "ok" with people knowing you as ghost/shinedown? If so, then you just contradicted yourself by making 3 accounts.
If I were the whole forum, for me its no. You made a huge idiot out of yourself, tried to slip out of it, now go into holier than thou mode, and still forget up, now you ask this forums for forgiveness? I can guarantee you that not many will forgive you, but maybe a few with kind hearts may just do it.