Author Topic: Whats wrong with you  (Read 5029 times)

im insecure about all of my views

Me gusta perros, pero no me gusta pez.

Pez es loco.

ugly
stupid
fat
I cut myself lol
uhh
I don't eat like I should.
I harm myself in various other ways.
Everything. I'm a waste of life. Lol.


Man, I'm prayin for you.
That probably the most unholy thing you could do for VH. Atleast according to VH

That probably the most unholy thing you could do for VH. Atleast according to VH
Satanic prayer?

Satanic prayer?
Then nevermind. However I doubt praying to Satan asking him to help VH is like anti anti christ

i hate all of humanity, forgeters just die.
me included
Level II bipolar disorder, slight asthma, slight anti-social personality disorder, acid reflux, irritable bowel syndrome, anxiety and irrational paranoia, flat feet, obsessive compulsive disorder, dyslexia, slight ADD, arthritis, neuritis, was underweight until recently, very slight multiple personality disorder, bad eye sight, slight insomnia, arachnophobia, emetophobia, I have had an undying urge, since about age 7 or so, to kill someone and feel fresh blood and to strangle someone while I feel their pulse stop in my hands.
I'm depressed now. ;-;
ONTOPIC: No problems with me, although bad news goes right over my head, which is both good (I get over sad things quicker than others) and bad (1 or 2 of my exes have called me insensitive and broken up with me).

I have horrible paranoia, which was caused by my ex girlfriend but none the less. Basically I get really paranoid about my girlfriend when she's talking to/about other guys, or when she's with other guys.

I also have anxiety, but I get medicine for it so its not too bad.


Story time; My ex and I had dated 15 months, and she cheated on me for like 6 months and forgeted 4 of my guy friends. So, that's why I'm paranoid, because I don't want to be hurt like that again. But, I'm getting slightly better, I'm relaxing much more, I don't get all defensive about her anymore when people look at her or what have you.

I need to eat EVEN MOAR

I have internal bleeding from ulcers in my stomach,I'm anemic and I also still have H.pylori.I'm skinny and everyone I meet says I should eat more.
I'm going to a hospital today to have my stomach scoped and I'm scared as hell about it.

the pupil in one of my eyes is a weird shape that leaks into the iris, i think its Mydriasis
playing too much blockland?

70/70 vision


I'm as blind as a bat :c


Oh and I forgot to mention my hearing problems.