I recently found out that two of my brothers were killed in the recent earthquake at Japan. My uncle, my aunt, and three of my cousins are also missing. I've been wondering why it had to be them, or any of those people among the dead. Five days before the quake I was visiting them. If the quake happened then would I have been killed instead of them? I feel so lost in emotion I'm not sure what to think. Sometimes I wish it was me instead of them. They were the nicest people I had ever met and probably ever will meet. I'm angry at the world, angry at myself, angry at the power plant that could explode and cause more death. I'm lost.
