a night of soothing dementing with skelo

[skelolego229]

oh god its.....i dunno what time my clocks broke
my heart hurts and has been hurting all night
i cant sleep
i keep hearing sounds and voices even though my new home is far from urban areas
i think im having an insanity lapse
hng this is horrific im13 and its like i have loving junior alzhiemers

blissful insanity poetic though it may be is as hellish to me as it would be if i met the tormenter from dead space face to face



dear god someone fix my brain and its hastily wired nerve endings

[Ad Bot]

[Zephyrs]

"Everyone look at me, I'm so interesting and random because I'm crazy."

[Monocle]

Did you used to live in an urban area? Maybe your brain is still adjusting to the quiet.

[skelolego229]

Did you used to live in an urban area? Maybe your brain is still adjusting to the quiet.

yes i did and always have before
i found the urban sounds soothing becuase i have some strange quirk about needing to know if someone outside my own body is alive
thats why my posting is very night centralized

[_Rave_]

That's odd.

Listen to some music, bro.

[Monocle]

yes i did and always have before
i found the urban sounds soothing becuase i have some strange quirk about needing to know if someone outside my own body is alive
thats why my posting is very night centralized

Figured, that's how I am aswell, I've always lived in urban areas, and when I go to my lakehouse, its horrible how quiet and stuff it is, I stuff myself at every noise.

[Frontrox]

Bowle movement at every noise?

Owch!

[Night Fox]

I love the quiet of rural areas.
Of course, being in urban areas doesn't bother me either, I love the sound of cars.
:3

[Sami2ss]

ahh, the gang calls, the muffled screams, the domestic violence, the barking dogs...

[skelolego229]

ahh, the gang calls, the muffled screams, the domestic violence, the barking dogs...

only lived in the ghetto once
my mom makes nearly 100 an hour now and we live in upper class housing developments


until now weve bought a half million dollar house in colorados near endles desolate grassland

[Night Fox]

well don't flaunt it around, k

[skelolego229]

well don't flaunt it around, k

endless desolate grassland

[Night Fox]

what
I meant on the forums

[Sami2ss]

for some reason, the urban environment at night is soothing to me, especially the big lights in manhatten.

[carolcat]

I live in a small town, away from the high way c: I like to watch the occasional car lights go across my wall.

Why don't you put a fan in your room? You know, those little portable fans. I have one of those, and they help me sleep.