No, its not Mushihimesama, but a game that is as hard.
I was searching the web and I found Crimzon Clover.
In Crimzon Clover, you control a ship which have 4 different laser.
Two on each side and the other 2 in the middle together.
I will tell you the control:
Z: Fire
X: Lock
Y: Break Mode (You will need to charge it, but its awesome for hard to get enemies)
Here is a screenshot:


Here is the download:
http://kalfisquine.com/blog/?p=1179If you have another game to share that is as brutal as this game, please post, all bullet h*** games (Games like Crimzon Clover) are welcomed! :D