I am 14 and working with my dad doing construction. I hate it, I have lived with my dad all my life...I don't know him, he is never around he's always doing construction cause he loves it. I don't know, him he comes home every week-end...sometimes. He is very serious, and doesn't like to do anything interactive
So it wasn't really living with him, then, was it?
Anyway, sounds like you're being angsty. You have a dad, you have a home, and even if he isn't the ideal he provides for you nonetheless. Just pull through it, kids have gone through worse.