Keesfani is luckier than someone who has won the lottery.
Not for any other reason but he has a really good friend that seems to care about him, seeing Okiver paid 1800 euros just for him.
I wish I had such a friend, my only expensive game which I was gifted was MW3 and Skyrim. MW3 - I got gifted it by someone after I did a bunch of work for him, and now he blocked me.
Skyrim - I got gifted that even if I told that guy I don't want it because I played at my friend's here and there.
Even my birthday was crap.
I hate myself for not being capable of being friendly enough, not necessarily for games, but in general. I can't consider I have a good friend in here or in general which I can talk stuff about and be happy to do activities and be with everyday.
Infact, I have such friends which I'd love to do the above, but the sentiment is not vice-versa.
tl;dr forget my personality
forget I am being a dramawhore (again)