oh I believe that if a deity shows themselves, I'll logically have to believe in their existence.
inversely, if we somehow create evidence of god never existing, I'll logically believe in atheism.
Sorry to keep pestering you, but you are confusing knowing with believing. If a god shows itself, you will now know it exists, and, if we prove gods do not exist, you will know they do not. This isn't faith but knowledge. Again, your belief leans one way or the other, whether or not you can come to terms with that, and your stance on the knowledge of such beliefs is Agnostic.