R.I.P. HPRC, one of the chillest dudes I've ever met. I can't say much about him in terms of the last year or so, but he used hang out a lot on my server. We had a lot of the same friends but I never actually took the time to fully get to know him. Given that it's been so long, I find it hard to remember my experiences with him clearly as they are spread out across a timespan of around 4-6 years. However, he was usually to himself, quiet and seemingly afk half the time. I could easily tell that something was bothering him.
I hope anyone who is considering Self Delete and happens to be touched by this thread will understand that it is unnecessary. There is help out there if you try to find it. At first, you may not have right kind of help, but I can assure you that it does exist. You just have to keep looking. Don't bottle these kinds of feelings up as the consequences are very serious.
I'm Trigun, for those of you who don't know of the name reference. My father commited Self Delete when I was 10, and I have talked a few of my friends out of Self Delete. I just wanted to pay my respects for a truly awesome individual who was dealt a bad hand in life. It is unfortunate that it is too late.