This might be one of the last times I join the server in a while.
Because you guys are amazing, you deserve an explanation;
Lately I've been having issues with my heart and mental-stability. Those of you who have seen photos of me know I'm incredibly skinny. This is not by choice, but is a psychological problem. I lose weight because I do not eat because I get very depressed. I've been in-and-out of hospital a few times, a couple of which have been very serious. I also occasionally have very bad anxiety attacks, and this also something I'm trying to get help for.
In regards to my heart, it isn't healthy. Sometimes, it physically hurts to the point where I just cannot stand. The issue, I'm not sure of. I will probably have to have some sort of surgery sometime soon. As far as I know, there's an issue with the beat of my heart, and how it does not produce enough electro-magnetic energy or something in the likes. This causes a variety of issues, some I don't really want to think about.
I'm not sure if I'll be going into surgery, I'm not even sure if there is anything they can do, but all I can say for sure is you guys are great and the Bluzone has been an amazing outlet for me. Seriously, I cannot thank this community enough in how supporting you've been.
This is not a good-bye post, I'll still be around, but not much at all.
Don't worry, the competition will still go through.
Keep it raw and fear the gnaw, survivors.