ugh I just can't talk to people like other people can. I make is so awkward :\
you guys probably notice it on the forums too as well..
like, in my french class, we have assigned tables, and at the beginning of the semester, this one girl in my table was so nice to me, we were actually like best friends for a while, then after being in the same class for a while, she started to think I was annoying, even though I was being myself for the entire semester already.
today, I was trying my friend's glasses over my own glasses, and shes like "what the forget are you doing, oh my god", and she was serious, and my entire group went silent for a minute.
its not just her, im pretty much awkward with every single person. I have plenty of friends, but I still awkward with them...
it makes me really sad that I am like this.