I got so much stuff going through my mind right now its so loving hard to think.
Here's the short story:
A couple of weeks after I met my girlfriend and became her "very special somepony" I noticed she had depression. I didn't think much of and though it would subside. The second time her depression it started to affect me, and I started to constantly listen to "Mr. Blue Sky" by ELO and Smile Smile Smile to rid of my depression but it gets annoying after 6 hours of listening to it over and over. Well now I discovered she had permanent depression since she was 2 years old and she has been keeping it off using a stuffload of anti-depressants and 6 therapists.
Here's the problem, if she "looses me" I am afraid she will end up...well..."driving herself off of a cliff" if you know what I mean, but yet again I don't want to end off driving off a cliff myself either.
Seriously guys, I need some loving help and advice here. The endless depression is literally killing us both.