Please die if you think this is all that matters.
Well it's nice to see that you are killing more than dying, it shows that you're actually doing good, and the majority of FPS players seem to want to be the very best instead of having fun
So when their deaths go past their kills, they're disappointed in themselves and they get frustrated
I fall into this category but i don't aspire to be the best, i try to have fun but i'm quite bad at games and i try to good but it doesn't always turn out that way so i get frustrated at myself :(
Although there are times where i'm doing bad but i'm still having fun, those are the days where i don't care about my deaths, i don't know why that happens, i really shouldn't care at all how much i die