Well, getting things off my chest this way is not exactly the way I'd release it.
And, I understand that I haven't bared life and fought it to the teeth and found true happiness in its embrace. I enjoy living and what I've got, but brushing past the obvious this is what I think. A free opinionated thirteen year old in my mind, and from my perspective, is not a normal happenstance. I enjoy the world, I love the world, I love each new day and what it brings even though I haven't got anything to live for yet.
Its a great big beautiful tomorrow, a shining light at the end of every day, but a harsh reality awaits those who don't expect it. Most of my people my age don't expect it, and never will expect it.
I'm happy and hateful of life as it is. Its not driving me to depression or whatever teenage angst you may say I may have, I just wanted to say what I thought. Its a perfect example of opinionated people becoming an endangered species and a lobotomized world taking over.
I appreciate your brutal honesty and little care giving for a confused soul like mine. Thanks for your time.