My dad passed away tonight.

[Elecro]

No, before you ask, I'm not asking for sympathy or anything, I just need people to talk to.

At 9:48 PM tonight, my dad died today because he was intoxicated and he rode his bike (bicycle) into a car. Earlier that day, he said he didn't want to be burned to ashes or anything like that, I didn't know what he meant until tonight. I think somehow he knew his time was up. He was 45 years old. I keep blaming myself because whenever he said "I love you", I said "I love you", but I mumbled it. He said it made him fell bad when I did that. I blame myself because I didn't tell him I loved him before he died. Guys, if someone in your family is an alcoholic, tell them to stop, and then tell them what happened to my dad. Again, I'm not asking for sympathy, I just needed to say something because I feel horrible.

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[SWAT One]

I'm really sorry to hear that, bro.

[weaver123]

You sure are pummeled by unfortunate events.

[Frontrox]

That's terrible

[Elecro]

You sure are pummeled by unfortunate events.

I've been so unfortunate, that I've had thoughts of killing myself.

[BubbaGum]

I didn't realize this was a sad occasion

[ShadowsfeaR]

Somehow I think he's trying to attention whore. The whole OP itches me the wrong way.

I mean if it really truly isn't, my condolences, but still.

[Elecro]

Somehow I think he's trying to attention whore. The whole OP itches me the wrong way.

Are you loving serious? I'm not TRYING to gain attention. I feel so bad and I don't feel comfortable telling my family.

[steve5451]

I didn't realize this was a sad occasion

gtfo

[Elecro]

I didn't realize this was a sad occasion

Go watch one of your loved ones be hit by a car and tell me you're not upset.

[BubbaGum]

gtfo

"The world is quiet here" would have been the correct response.
To OP, that must be terrible and Im sorry you had to experience losing someone so close at such a young age. If you need someone to talk to you can PM me and I'll try me best.

[BubbaGum]

Go watch one of your loved ones be hit by a car and tell me you're not upset.

You misunderstood the reference, my friend

[ShadowsfeaR]

Go watch one of your loved ones be hit by a car and tell me you're not upset.

OP said nothing of actualy seeing his father die.

[Elecro]

OP said nothing of actualy seeing his father die.

I watched it on the news, bro.

[weaver123]

I've been so unfortunate, that I've had thoughts of killing myself.

If you legitimately are contemplating committing Self Delete due to depression, seek emotional help by a trusted friend, relative, or professional.
I can't offer much else advice, this really isn't the best place to go for this kind of comfort.