In my first few weeks of high school, I feel as I have been left in the dark about how genera society behaves. I had to go get a vaccination, I stressed about it all day, and I resisted it until the nurses said I wasn't able to get it. Now I am brig shat on fro my relatives from not getting the shot. I have a pantaphobic fear of needles. I seemed very stressed out about it at school today. But most people who are in my class seemed to do nothing but attempt to keep the reputation they have created over the past few weeks intact. Nobody even looked at me. I know know what it feels like to be disabled, people avoid you like the plague. People who I knew in elementary school don't even talk to me anymore, I have to say their names several times for them to even say "what?" to me. You may say I'm an attention whore, but these are people who were my friends for the past ten years. I almost never got around to places in my town when I was in elementary school, even when I asked, my parents even said no.
But now, my parents are insisting that I go out almost every night, with these starfishs who wont even talk to me anymore. As I am in a "gifted" program in my school, I am with the same people all day, some are nice, but a few specific people in there are quite the starfishs.
There is this one guy who, whenever I ask for anything, he tells me to "go to the dentist". I have a desiese that makes my teeth chip easily and no enamel grows on them, so they are transparent, this isn't a transmittable desiese, I had it at birth. But telling me to go to the dentist, is like telling a black person to stop being black. I am okay with having this desiese, but he treats me like some form of mutant whenever I talk to him.
hepatitis b forget you uneducated forgets
Apparently i am now going to some sort of phobia clinic in the summer now, wonderful. when i got to telling some people who still actually talk to me at school, i received the nickname hepB. forget Sakes.
Tl;dr FML
