Author Topic: Local Teen/ brony Tried To Commit Self Delete  (Read 4872 times)

I'm on meds that cause me to have suicidal thoughts, do you see me running around whining about it?
We all deal with things differently. And what's so sad about it is that its evident that you think because you can deal with something, everyone else can.
Not everyone else is that strong, we've been through different stuff and handle it in different ways. It's not like anyone wants to be depressed, sometimes its genetic and sometimes its things in life that happen that you can't stop. No matter what the reason you shouldnt dismiss a person who is apparently sad as an attention whore just because theyre looking for someone to talk to or just want to discuss their issues with other people in a calm and relaxed way, but obviously that cant happen since people like you just like to attack anyone who looks for any kind of attention whatsoever

Honestly your posts are just you rephrasing things you've said before or something you said in the last post. Just stop.

guys u forgot
u need be frends

guys u forgot
u need be frends

Those birds aren't as good as the other ones :C

One time I saw a quail fly into a brick wall.

OT: what a fool.

Quite frankly, I wish I was that strong. It seems so easy right? Happiness is a choice, being alone is always your fault, you could fix it all if you wanted. It's not like that. I couldnt ever expect anyone to understand me nor anyone else who has depression or suicidal thoughts. We all process things very differently and therefore, no mattter how similar our situations are we can never fully understand eachother. What I'm trying to get at by saying all this is that no, its not a choice. I didnt want to cut myself or take antidepressents or cry all the time, all of those things are done alone so its obviously not for "attention". It's because thats how I cope with things and believe it or not, those work for me. Theyre not the best, I know that, but its better than just leaving this earth right now. At least I get by everyday and go on. Nobody chooses to be depressed and Im sick and tired of everyone dismissing it like its so easy to get out of. That sounds so dumb, if we could be happy with our life and love every single day, of course we would. But depression is clinical too, sometimes its just in your brain and you cant get it out, and as I stated before, sometimes its the surroundings that make you feel trapped, like you cant escape. Depression is like this deep dark hole that sucks you in further and further, and it makes you think you want to be there, like you don't need help and your fine. But its far from that. It's horrible and competely ruins your judgement and decision making skills. Its horrible and I wish it'd never have started existing in this world. But unfortunately, it does, and we all have to deal with it now, but the least you can do is talk to someone who's sad, even if you're sad too, because instead of making people feel how you feel you could both make yourselves feel better

guys u forgot
u need be frends
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Dem ptarmigans


sorry for posting so much birds but i just need to spread the meaning of friendship and not hating

I'm kinda depressed, and have been for the last 2-3 years.

I have minimal social interaction, I feel as if people misunderstand me, or never get what I intend (even online a lot). I also get too controlling and idealistic sometimes. I am almost slow in most real life socialization. I'm not autistic, but some people thought I was. I understand feelings and social cues and all that stuff, I'm just avoidant, and I'm sure many of you don't know this. I don't want sympathy (or whatever breaks that one rule), just understanding.

I hope that kid finds an effective treatment, an obsession as strong as that indicates there is something seriously wrong with his cognitive thinking and emotional balance.

I always think about killing myself. I don't actually try to do it though, cause I'd have to be insane to actually KILL myself

Then again seems like it's the norm to think about killing yourself these days

I always think about killing myself. I don't actually try to do it though, cause I'd have to be insane to actually KILL myself

Plus it would hurt


Plus it would hurt
There are ways to kill yourself with little to no pain, so that it can almost be an enjoyable experience

He sounds like an angsty attention whore.  The fact that individuals like this to go such great lengths to achieve this attention is absolutely pathetic.
This.
I believe one of his posts were

"Why can't i go to sleep forever and just live in my dreams"
In other words: waah waah please feed me attention because my waifu is a rainbow pony

There are ways to kill yourself with little to no pain, so that it can almost be an enjoyable experience

If it doesn't work though it will suck