I am sorry to hear this, thoughts are with you of course. Its always weird when someone from BL reveals something like this. Who was that other Blocklander who went through a similar experience this year? His was benign if I recall.
That's actually a decent idea, but it's not a definite that I have cancer at this stage. I just have accepted it might happen, and I might die.
Keep positive rock. If this is cancer, studies show having a positive fighters attitude will increase your likelihood of getting through.
A test got children cancer patients to draw cancer on a piece of paper. One group who drew it in a pessimistic way, depicting it as a black blob or drawing images of death, had less of a survival rate to the group who drew images of doctors fighting it and themselves getting better.
