ok
before i start
lets name the ~characters~
Me - nerdy tall guy, 4/10, good amount of friends
H - girl who lives on my street, 7/10, almost tall as me, somewhat popular, we're friends, same age as me, we're good friends, medium amount of stuff in common, class together
so i ""like"" H. we frequently hang out, like i walk with her to the park with her dog or we just hang outside at her or my house. weve been hanging out a lot more lately and today we were talking about height and she stood like REALLY REALLY REALLY forgetin close (i mean her face was barely an inch away) and was staring in my eyes and smiling. shes done this a lot. we frequently shove each other around jokingly. shes tried hugging me a few times but then stops for whatever reason (forgetin women man) and shes grabbed my hand and held it more than tugging on my hand lots of times. almost every day that we're not surrounded by people (i.e. after school when were walking home from the bus) she stares longingly in to my eyes. idk wtf this means so help
