Removed. I give up. Everyone hates me.
You need to stop begging for sympathy and actually start listening to the advice that people give you. No one's trying to "bring you down" or "hate on you", they're trying to give you advice on how to be a better builder. You, however, completely neglect it and interpret it as people "flaming" you. I give up as well then: there's nothing people can do for you if you keep blowing off their advice.