Hi.
I know lots of you know about my scandalous attempt at dying. To tell you the truth, I'm nobody without blockland. Blockland made me into the person I WAS. Near the time of my 'death', I was very bored with my Blockland life. Servers were going bad and the DRPG crowd was dying down. No one was joining my servers and no one was making ones for me to join. At the announce of the shadows and shaders update, hope sparked in my mind. Hope for a new start for my servers. I knew I had the time for making my own terrain and I knew I had the skill. Making the huge maps would take a very long time on my own, and I knew that I needed more helping me. I found a good list of trusted people to help me. We started making terrain but sadly as every project, we got lazy. I took the persona on of an actual builder and got lazy. Lots kept asking me to finish the terrain and host my heavily modded DRPG again, but with bricks. Keep in mind, this was still before the shadows and shaders update, so I could have still hosted DRPG with terrain, but laziness flooded my mind. I mainly hopelessly played unoriginal and no effort city rps for my blockland life. I eventually got back to reluctantly hosting my server. I got depressed with blockland and kept thinking of quitting over and over again but I knew that was hopeless. I could never quit blockland for more than a week. I knew that I needed a scheme that made me WANT to stay away from blockland. I planned my death 2 weeks in advance with faking tuberculosis to some regular server goers and friends. I made situations seem dire. 2 weeks later I posted the topic of my death. You all know what happened from there.
To sum that up, I faked my death because I was extremely bored.
I'm sorry for all the chaos I have caused in the community. I will try to maintain a low profile.
