Well, we were playing a Family RP on blockland (Yes, I know Family RP's are stuffty, don't say it -.-)
So there's Me, Frostwind, and Catzoo
We all built a boat on the water, and we set it up for RP. I was going to apply it for Oceanco, but I decided to RP in it with my friends instead. I decided to be the Captain, Frostwind was the adult, and Catzoo was the kid. So we started RPing, and everything was going fine from there, but then I guess Catzoo was getting bored, because he said "jumps off the boat to commit Self Delete", and me and Frostwind were like, wtf. We told him to stop ruining the RP with his un-normal actions. That's where it fell all down-hill. We had a huge argument about him, and then he just left the server. I really don't feel like posting this steam chat, but.. I will.
Arukemo: cat please
Arukemo: i'm crying
Arukemo: i just want
Arukemo: to play together again
Arukemo: i don't want it to end like this..
Arukemo: i promise
Arukemo: i will make it up
Arukemo: i will try to not get mad anymore
Arukemo: no
Arukemo: i won't get mad anymore
Arukemo: just please
Arukemo: PLEASE
Arukemo: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
Arukemo: 1 more.. rp
Arukemo: ;-;
Arukemo: please..
Arukemo: i promise
Arukemo: i won't get mad anymore
Arukemo: i'm just..
Arukemo: i don't want it
Arukemo: to be like this..
Arukemo: so please..
Arukemo: ;-;
Catzoo: no, All those years just been stacking up on me, All these years just been torching me, All these years, has been making me getting Depress more, Each year past and I thought things would get better, I Say to myself "It'll stop" But no, Its gotten worst, Its just keep on getting worst intill... idk
Catzoo: All of these years just been stacking
Catzoo: Pushing me
Arukemo: cat
Arukemo: please
Catzoo: Throwing me
Catzoo: I Cannot take it any more
Arukemo: you only get one chance to say this
Arukemo: but
Arukemo: i need you
Arukemo: you only get one chance
Arukemo: cat
Arukemo: please
Arukemo: i can't have it like this..
Catzoo: Once you said that, forgot when
Arukemo: I
Arukemo: NEVER
Arukemo: loving
Arukemo: SAID THAT
Arukemo: i only get one chance
Arukemo: cat
Arukemo: please..
Catzoo: no I remmberd: you said "I only get one chance"
Catzoo: I forgot the rest
Catzoo: but I know the words that you said
Arukemo: you know what
Arukemo: that's it
Catzoo: Block me Idc..
Arukemo: if YOU want to loving end it like this
Arukemo: then FINE
Arukemo: i just want to be friends together
Arukemo: but you OBVIOUSLY DON'T WANT TO
Arukemo: i'm not going to unfriend you
Arukemo: or block you
Arukemo: or block any kind of communication with you
Arukemo: but if you don't want to be with me, frost, and ice
Arukemo: then FINE
Arukemo: i'm TIRED of trying to do this
Arukemo: when will you realize that it's not just YOU who's feeling this pressure
Arukemo: so
Arukemo: i'm just TIRED OF THIS
Arukemo: if you don't want to be with us, then fine. just fine
Arukemo: i'm sorry
Arukemo: but
Arukemo: i can't take it anymore
Arukemo: i'm sorry
Catzoo: How do you know what I was thinking? You don't know what I was thinking, what if I think "Other people are getting tired of this pressor to" I know you are tired of this like I am
Arukemo: all you say is
Arukemo: "i'm tired of this"
Arukemo: "i give up"
Arukemo: you are such a god damn pessimist
Arukemo: you act like you're the only person who has problems with this
Arukemo: we are all having problems with this
Arukemo: but we never gave up
Arukemo: we tried each day
Arukemo: to get better
Arukemo: i mean come on cat
Arukemo: it's like a sales chart
Arukemo: at the first time
Arukemo: it's going successfully
Arukemo: but then
Arukemo: it starts to drop down
Arukemo: all the way down
Arukemo: they try to fix it
Arukemo: but it keeps going down
Arukemo: they just have to wait
Arukemo: until that one day
Arukemo: where it shoots back up
Catzoo: Because Im loving am, All theses year been stacking up, Im Sad, when I first gotten online, I been said about one of my RL things, I want stress to get away form me, I need stress to just go away, But all we do is fight, making me, or you, or even ice trying to stop us, You don't know what i been thro on my life, You don't know what I want in my life to be with, All I want is my life is to be with someone thats in my family, No one died, All I want to do is go fishing with him, I only get to talk to him on Googletalk...
Arukemo: ...
Catzoo: All we do is play games together, All I want to do is for me or him go up here again... But money is the promblem of him or me not going down their or up here
Catzoo: I been crying once because of this happening
Catzoo: I want is stress to go away, The fighting been making my stress go up, all I want is just everything to stop, I just want to be with him, All i want is my family to be a family again
Catzoo: Stress been going up
Catzoo: Im trying to get it back down
Catzoo: I been trying
Catzoo: and Trying
Catzoo: But everything been going downhill from their
Catzoo: I'm still trying today
Arukemo: and that's good
Arukemo: but why are you giving up on us?
Arukemo: pretend the thing you're dealing with
Arukemo: is with us
Arukemo: you aren't just going to give up, are you?
Arukemo: you said you're still at it
Catzoo: All theses fighting been making my stress going up, Been making me want people to be not fighting
Catzoo: Been wanting everyone to be friends
Catzoo: Been wanting
Catzoo: for him to be family again
Catzoo: I miss my house
Catzoo: I miss everything
Catzoo: for stinking 5 years I been living here
Catzoo: Im happy
Catzoo: but, I still miss people
Catzoo: On the internet I been saying cuss words now
Catzoo: You guys made me say cuss words
Catzoo: I ask you guys why do you say cuss words one time
Catzoo: Ice said "Why, its the internet"
Catzoo: so I decide to go with
Catzoo: but I nerver said a Cuss word
Catzoo: Intill 1 year ago
Catzoo: all of this presser on me Im trying to fix
Catzoo: Been going down
Catzoo: Frost left on your server
Catzoo: you become sad
Catzoo: I try to make you happy
Catzoo: Every single day
Catzoo: Or even I get sad
Catzoo: you guys try to make me happy
Catzoo: Or Ice
Catzoo: Or you
Catzoo: Every single loving day
Catzoo: We fought
Catzoo: We sad
Catzoo: We forget the hole thing
Catzoo: We repeat
Catzoo: So I decide to give up and end this friendship
Arukemo: no
Arukemo: don't
Catzoo: arukemo, I said don't give up, you might have (cannot remmber alot) I said Don't surrender, I said Don't worry the past will come back up to us, The past hasn't cought up with the furture, And the furture has been making things push me around.
Arukemo: i'm not going to give up
Arukemo: no
Arukemo: i won't give up
Arukemo: i will not end this friendship
Arukemo: you will not end this friendship
Catzoo: I'm sorry, I had it, Things pushing me around, Nerver stop, Nerver did
Arukemo: no.
Arukemo: you have not had it
Arukemo: i won't give up
Catzoo: 2 years
Arukemo: no
Arukemo: i won't
Arukemo: give up
Catzoo: I know you won't
Catzoo: But I had it
Catzoo: I had it up to sapce
Catzoo: space*
Arukemo: i will use all of my power that i have to stop you
Arukemo: so no
Arukemo: i won't give up
Catzoo: All of the power? All I can is to do is make a new steam account or block you, Hide my name, and you cannot find me
Arukemo: i won't give up
Arukemo: if you want to block me
Arukemo: and defriend me
Arukemo: and never talk to me again
Arukemo: then fine
Arukemo: but i still won't give up
Catzoo: all I have to say is one hting
Catzoo: The rock crushes our friendship, it gets in the middle and makes us start fighting again.
Most survie the Rock and defeated it.
But most others Been defeated and kept on getting madder and madder.
Most of the people survies the rock and try to make the other people not get mad.
Those people gotten the person to stop getting mad, but they gotten mad themselfs.
When we try to get the rock to stop crushing us,
it'll nerver work.
People saids "Keep trying, nerver give up!"
But each day the rock gets stronger,
and more people just gets madder.
Most people left.
Most people tried.
The rock is crushing everyone dreams,
Everyone.
Intill they had it and gone mad.
The Stress has gotten up past the days.
Life has tried to save them from this stress.
But they won't accept life.
They getting the stress more and more, The rock has crushed all the friends.
There firends has tryed to get the other friends back, but the other friends has given up.
Most other friends given up everything on the friendship.
Most other friends has tried again.
The rock will get to all, but most will defeat the rock and enjoy life.
Most others just get stress by the rock.
Most people just had it
Arukemo: uh
Arukemo: why are you talking about rocks anyway?
Catzoo: Rock crushing us each day into a deep hole
Catzoo: All of us made it up
Catzoo: But most of us are mad
Arukemo: wait
Arukemo: i remember this
Arukemo: you were saying it while we were rping
Arukemo: it was your catapult, wasn't it
Catzoo: ?
Catzoo: well no
Arukemo: you were building a catapult
Catzoo: it was a big rock crushing a building
Arukemo: and you were saying this stuff while you were pla-
Arukemo: mm
Catzoo: if you look
Catzoo: without frost destorying it
Catzoo: things crush other things
Go ahead and tell me whatever i'm doing is wrong, but i'm only trying to help him my way. I don't know what to loving do anymore. He's my best friend, my first best friend, and i'm going kind of crazy with these thoughts of never seeing him again swirling in my head
