So, I was trying out for Tri-M Honors Music Society at my high school. I was playing Now's The Time on my saxophone in front of a small group, including some friends of mine. Well, I did a pretty bad job with the song. I messed up on a couple of spots in a big way, even in spots I have never screwed up before. And I was so nervous for no reason, like my body was shaking all over even though I knew I could do it and I was calm. The judges said nothing until I asked them for any comments and the band director criticized me in a constructive way, but no one said anything to me. Every one else was praising each other but no one said anything about me, even though I told them they did a great job.
I'm pretty disappointed with myself right now and I embarrassed myself. Any advice?