I am depressed all the time, have bad thoughts that I can't get out of my head, anger problems. I feel as if my head is going to explode, litteraly. I constantly feel like crying (I don't). I think about bad things all the time every second so my head hurts real bad sometimes, forced thoughts.
I've talked to many people, none helped me. Tomorrow I'm going to speak to the school psychiatrist and to the one in my town.
I also keep thinking about moving away, subconsciously, but I don't know if that is such a good idea. I've never really ran away for more than a few days. I just can't live with my parents anymore, since they are the cause of my pain. I also don't wan't to be influenced by them in my life, but I can't ignore them while we share the house.
Write what you want, I just thought I would feel better by telling this to people. Maybe you can also suggest me what to do. Will I have to wait for 3 more years before I can finally never see them again? I can't spend those 3 years like this.
