before you begin reading, please note that this is a true story, and not really a "im sorry thread", and i wouldnt lie about something like this. i really loved my sister, i grew up being littler then her, but i had fun with her before she turned into a complete wreck.
for the past year i have always been stressed out by my sister.
so around january my sister has been always aggravating me, and my parents, and i've always seemed to take my stress out here, and i seem "annoying" to people, but it always relieved me of stress that hung over my shoulders after my sister would bag on me, and my "skype whoring" would somehow relieve my stress in some random way.
after a while, i got hijacked:
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=229464.0, this made me paranoid quite a bit, and made me overreact in later situations and make me look idiotic
so back a few months ago, i found out my sister would be drinking, while under the legal age of 21, it didnt really get me mad, but a little while after that:
a while later this happens:
http://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=236390.0this carries on, and it made me uncomfortable always knowing that my loving sister was sometimes drunk, so i usually took it out here.
later after july my mother went into surgery for her like 3rd or 4th time, this never made me stressed out.
so just a few weeks ago, before tonight, which i'll explain in a bit, my sister comes home making a bondfire for her black friends, (shes white btw) and i was fine, my mother was cleaning out the master bedroom and asked me to get some pet cleaner, i went downstairs into the garage, and saw my sister in the street yelling at random people, and apparentally later discovered, one of them possibly had a gun, so my mother ran into the street yelling at them, and i had to call 911 and was shaking a bit because i didnt want my sister and mother to get shot, thinking that they had a gun possibly.
this hung over my shoulders and a ton of people started disliking me because of the attitude i had with other people, me acting like a richard, and i knew i could have done something, but i stood down because my sister could easily fight me and win in some other situations, which made me angry
tonight, about 30 minutes ago, my sister got kicked out of the house, she came in with her friend and my mother thought she was drunk, so my father gets up, and goes downstairs to take her phone because she wasn't sober.
she went loving ballistic, and my mother got so tired of her stuff that she beat her, and remembering the fun times i used to have with her, this made me sick to my stomach and a little depressed, and my father and mother kicked her out of the house.
this topic, should explain every single thing that's happened in the past year, and why most of the people here hate me.
its because i always take my stress out
here. and this causes other people to dislike me because of the fact that i've been angry all the time because of her.
its time i thought i would clear everything up, and im sorry for being angry here.
some other times, i would get mad and burst out because of other people here.
