i don't know what to do anymore

[PurpleMetro]

It actually makes things worse. As far as I know it really isn't healthy to have such thoughts at age 10(or whatever it was, something around that probably.)

i talked to my counselor at school, because i honestly didn't know who else to talk to since the problem was coming from my parents. anyways she helped me get out of it and i started getting better grades

If you're this depressed go to a therapist or have a discussion with your parents at least. It's also not helping that you admit a self-hating depressive lifestyle that kind of turns off a lot of people.

a therapist seems like the best option right now but i'd rather take an online one since i'm only 13 and my parents would think something is up if i asked them to go to a therapist.

Internet reputation takes like zero time to rebuild. Nobody gives a stuff what you did a few days ago, just re-add all your friends and resume life.

i don't think you know what i've been through

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[Twerky]

Yeah you shouldn't tell your parents you're having suicidal maniac thoughts. That'd be really stupid.

[Muslim]

a therapist seems like the best option right now but i'd rather take an online one since i'm only 13 and my parents would think something is up if i asked them to go to a therapist.

Definitely not a good idea for your parents to know, then they might try to help, and how horrible would that be.

[PurpleMetro]

Yeah you shouldn't tell your parents you're having suicidal maniac thoughts. That'd be really stupid.

i'm not suicidal god dammit, that was 3 years ago

[Yosher]

i don't think you know what i've been through

I may be falling for the bait here but even I, after all this constant hinting and bringing it up, would like to know what this terrible thing is you've been through.

[Twerky]

i'm not suicidal god dammit, that was 3 years ago

You know what I mean

[Niff]

I'm still your friend ;-;

[Skull Candy]

a therapist seems like the best option right now but i'd rather take an online one since i'm only 13 and my parents would think something is up if i asked them to go to a therapist.

I went to a real therapist when I was 12, what's the matter?

i don't think you know what i've been through

I think I know what it's like going through absolutely nothing.

[Nal]

itt purplemetro is overreacting

[PurpleMetro]

i'm just thinking maybe i need to start over, meet new friends, make a new life

[Dexxtter]

Hi purplemetro you can be friends with me!

althought dont think we have much in common

but its always worth a shot

[Skull Candy]

i'm just thinking maybe i need to start over, meet new friends, make a new life

but you're only 13

[Yosher]

i'm just thinking maybe i need to start over, meet new friends, make a new life

You're being melodramatic again, just saying. "Start a new life". I'm not gonna lie - this is probably the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard from a person in my life.

[Caribou]

I can play with you and be your friend, well that's only if you're a caribou, elk, or deer.

[Kimono]

i'm just thinking maybe i need to start over, meet new friends, make a new life

i will follow you and make sure your 'new life' is just as bad as your old one if you cant handle this stuff