but now im left friendless and sad here in cold ass michigan.
anyone who has moved away have any perspective on what the forget to do
like I am very self-conscious about being awkward or a try-hard so often times I either don't impress or I blow it.
where is the perfect medium.
tbh the way I see it you're just going to have to deal with it.
Starting over isn't the easiest thing but you have the rest of your life to do it so just take it as slow as you want.
Go to the occasional hangouts and talk to people there, if you make friends then cool, if not then you can make some later.
No need to force yourself into pretend friendships.
