im curious, (sorry if this is off topic but): can lack of sleep lead to some form of breakdown? cause very recently i woke up in a very angry mood, went to school, and ended up having to leave by 2nd period cause i was unbelievably paranoid, i was extremely mad, it was scary and i mean it was just what i would describe as a breakdown. before that morning i was only going off 2hrs of sleep for like, a week or two. nothing like thats ever happened to me :p
from what im understanding all you did was mess up on a ascii thing anonymously and she found out it was you?
i wouldnt worry about that at all. doesn't sound like that much of a biggie to me :)
I hope you feel better, I don't think that you should try to impress anyone or act unnaturally to get someone to like you. Act natural.