so here's a list of stuff that's going on
-house flood at dad's, no floor so no access to good computer, typing on laptop atm (cant play any good games)
-mom lost her job because "she was sick too much" (she's taking those starfishs to court if she needs to)
-stepdad not communicating well, i ask him why, he gets mad at me as if it's my fault. "I don't have to tell you anything, I'll tell your mom okay? you don't need to be reprimanding a 48 year old man in front of his children, yadda yadda."
-i'm sick, nose stuffy, ears clogged, random chills, achey
-my stepbrothers are bringing out the worst in me
-i lost a good internet friend
-my best friend irl is mad at me
-stupid tv shows that these guys are watching are making me angry
god i feel like stuff so much right now, my mom's house is just complicated, my dad is too "i want you hear" and "you're so smart im so proud of you" and i just get tired of it after a bit
music is the only thing keeping me in check right now
anyone got any silver linings?
