I'm not going to a psychiatrist, I don't trust them. They're gaining information from me to hurt me somehow.
One of my good friends has aspergers, and I relate a lot to the stuff he does. I decided to look up the symptoms for aspegers and they are: average knowledge, social ineptness, poor handwriting, and lacking empathy (I'm guessing this is hereditary???). There's also some others that relate to me, but these are the main ones. Another thing is paranoia. I read about that too, and it's the extreme inability to trust people who are close, even family. I have the urge A LOT to turn around a lot to see if someone is going to stab me or some stuff. I can't trust close friends either, it's just... impossible. What do I do forums? It's consuming me and I don't know how to get out.
