I decided to look up the symptoms for aspegers and they are: average knowledge, social ineptness, poor handwriting, and lacking empathy (I'm guessing this is hereditary???). There's also some others that relate to me, but these are the main ones. Another thing is paranoia. I read about that too, and it's the extreme inability to trust people who are close, even family.
I have borderline aspergers. My knowledge is ahead of my peers and my handwriting is better than like 90% of people I know. Paranoia is minimal because my mind wanders to "What is this person capable of doing to me in this situation" sometimes. Social and empathy issues are always a bad issue for me everywhere. Sometimes my sentences will wander from topic to topic whenever I decide what I want to say is worthy of being said. That might be why I'm around the forum so much with all the discussions sitting out there where I can have one attitude in one and another in the next.
I don't worry about it though, because I don't feel that it's that strange at all. I also somewhat think that
all people have some level of ASD with an individual symptom surfacing at a random time. Obviously, the severity is extremely minimal, but there is always a bridge between so-called 'normal' people and the low-end Asperger's person. I relate to my cousin who is severely autistic and I'm like the only one besides his parents who can tell what he wants and/or needs at a given time.
