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Because I'm a sperg with no friends and no life and I sit on my computer all day drowning my sorrows in video games and banging my head against the keyboard until I have something intelligible to tell the internet.
I usually feel lonely beyond words. Some sort of emptiness.
I tried going outside and meeting people and making friends. Most people avoid me already, though, since I've got such a socially-awkward sperg rep. I think there's all of three people in the city who will talk to me willingly, besides parents who don't really get it.
Can't really tell if you were looking for an actual answer or just asking a rhetorical question, so I'm guessing on the former.