alright so let me start out by saying im not posting this for sympathy, im posting it because i need a place to put my thoughts and just get stuff off my mind.
so basically i started attending a community college last fall, after recently getting kicked out of my grandparents house. i had everything going for me. i was attending school on full grants due to my parents passing away and not being able to financially help me. i had a decent job at a computer shop getting experience in the IT field. living in an apartment with a nice car, just doing fine.
well this friday i was fired from my job, and two weeks ago i got a statement the grants would be ending due to a change in status of my criminal record (i was arrested and found guilty of possessing an illegal substance, judge me as you want).
this means my life as it currently is, is over. i have talked to my landlord and he cant give me any sort of help in letting me pay him later. ive applied to so many places and just cant find a job that would pay enough to support me. i honestly dont know what to do or where to go. my grandparents are my only family and they basically want nothing to do with me. i havent built up friendships because im such a cynical starfish.
i dont know, i have to be gone in three weeks when this months rent expires, and i have $1500 in savings. thats it. i dont know where to go or what to do.
