I'm of a similar opinion to seventh. I don't really want to be rude because this is obviously something you have plenty of passion for, but it's just not that good. It isn't crap persay, but it's nothing that special. Certainly not something to make monthly threads about.
Don't stop making music, because you're going to get better at it if you keep working at it. But, don't act like making your own amateur music free is something worth talking about. I'm not using amateur as a derogative term either, it's just the truth