I don't like opiates, but neon wants to try them again despite her awful first experience. They just don't do much for me, I get lethargic and a little nauseous and feel comfortable. But I'm a person who feels comfortable pretty much anywhere; I sleep in jeans. So when it comes to the toss up of would I rather be sober or feel a little slowed and more comfortable, I find myself picking sober.
In fact, I like sobriety more than most drugs. I like some benzos but not a lot because they forget with my ability to do things like drive for too long. I like smoking wax but it's too much effort and money to go out of my way to do that. I like MDMA but the next day I kind of feel like stuff. I like LSD but it's way too much of a commitment to do more than once every like 6 months. I like 2C-B but it's not euphoric enough to call to me. Stimulants have stuffty comedowns and I don't have easy access.
Really the only two drugs that I could use once a week or more are cocaine and alcohol. Alcohol isn't in itself euphoric to me, but it facilitates a whole lot of fun. Cocaine I obviously don't use with frequency because I'm not into sucking richard at rock bottom. There's also nicotine, but it's effects are so light that it's difficult for me to classify as a drug rather than an 'addictive' substance.
