this goes out to anyone who hasn't kept up with the
Rec. Drug thread and doesn't know my current, stuffty situation.
a little background info:
i'm now in college, and just before i came up here i was dating a girl and she broke up with me a month before i moved in to my new apartment. we dated for a year and a half, and she ended up cheating on me and breaking up with me. i'm still madly the forget in love with her, despite her cheating. it's made my college life honestly not as good as probably every other college freshman on the forums. i've developed a nasty drinking problem, and many users have pointed out to me. i didn't realize it until late late last night, but i'm glad i realized it.
i'm taking action to not only rid myself of my drinking problem, but to make me a better student and overall healthier and happier.
i wrote myself a guide on my mirror (in expo ofc) right next to my desk to remind myself of a few guidelines to follow and how i should start living in order to be the man i want to be.


it may be hard so i will translate it:
loving read
this stuff you miserable
tool!
Guide to
a better lifestyle
- No alcohol for a while
- Go to sleep earlier
- Don't skip anymore
classes - Go to the damn
gym! - Focus more on
health & hygiene - Stop thinking about
Jessica so much - Stay positive!
special thanks to $trinick, BubbaGum, nickpb, Reficul, #Ravencroft, and Passta Soup for making this apparent to me and actually caring about it.
forget you furdle