Drama'ing myself to apologize for today (2-27-15)

[ForgetLavender]

OP is voiced to make it more personal

In question:
Statues
Furry

Reference:
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Response
Engagement

Furry:
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Engagement
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By now the drama has already been blown over for a while, this is just for the grudges.

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[Nal]

I don't think you're terrible, I only didn't like how you came here out of nowhere and tried to fit in

[Kochieboy]

Time to see how this goes.

[TrollBoat]

furry thread lol

okay just stop spam posting

[*FacePalm*]

i can trust that you have good intentions but i don't like how you try garner attention. i believe you can do better than that.

[ForgetLavender]

I don't think you're terrible, I only didn't like how you came here out of nowhere and tried to fit in

I was really anxious to return here because of my obviously terrible history. At first I was testing the water, and thought no one really recognized me other than knowing I wasn't new. I got looser and posted a photo of myself in the thread designated for those. Of course I got recognized, and people called me out. I got scared for a second, and didn't respond to the call outs. Luckily most people didn't mind to give me a second chance. I felt bad however because I frankly have decently bad long term memory and forgot at least 95% of the community.

So yeah I did come out of no where, but how else am I supposed to appear with a bad history.
And yeah I did try to fit in, because not fitting in would also lead me no where.

okay just stop spam posting

Yeah, like I said, my mind wasn't quite there. It's a lot better to be silent, and I usually am when things like this happen.

i can trust that you have good intentions but i don't like how you try garner attention. i believe you can do better than that.

It's not my intention to do so. I've gotten to the point where I'd rather not mention some of the conditions I have, because I feel like I'm like you said, coming over as looking for attention.
In the arguments linked in OP, my mind wasn't there, and I wasn't looking for attention. I was just trying to defend my own statements. I don't have a thick skin and I do easily get 'butthurt', and most of the time I stop replying at that point. But I'm not perfect, and today I just slipped. Thus this apology.

[shitlord]

First of all, thanks for taking the time to apologize to them.

Have you tried getting medical attention for your depression?  This forum isn't exactly the most understanding of things like that.  Saying things like "im just different, sorry" goes in one ear and out the other. 

Maybe try to act more like the others, or focus more on the forum instead of other games?

[hodototman]

Drama'ing yourself usually just makes it look like you want to start stuff and get more attention

i don't like how you try garner attention. i believe you can do better than that.

Basically what Face said

[Dreams_Of_Cheese]

straight up, idc what definition of nsfw you use. what annoyed me was that you used whatever you read on reddit and when epicduke didn't get it, you jump right to...

As is a signal-word, in this specific sentence, it's signaling to a following explanation. You have school right?

... insinuating that he was uneducated. That's condescending as forget, and just generally toxic

[c]

dating vinnytheguy is a sin that you will never recieve reconciliation for

[Dreams_Of_Cheese]

straight up, idc what definition of nsfw you use. what annoyed me was that you used whatever you read on reddit and when epicduke didn't get it, you jump right to...... insinuating that he was uneducated. That's condescending as forget, and just generally toxic

with this said, I don't intend on holding a grudge against you unless this kind of thing gets out of hand. i have no particular gripes about you, but that rubbed me the wrong way

[ForgetLavender]

First of all, thanks for taking the time to apologize to them.

Have you tried getting medical attention for your depression?  This forum isn't exactly the most understanding of things like that.  Saying things like "im just different, sorry" goes in one ear and out the other. 

Maybe try to act more like the others, or focus more on the forum instead of other games?

I do have medical attention. I have clinical depression and borderline, and have medication. I however decided not to take it because of the side-effects.
I'm still alive and that won't change for a while. I know the forum isn't and shouldn't be there to understand it. I'm not using it as a privilege and if I forget up that's my fault which is why this thread is here.

I'm staying who I am, I can't help my moodswings but I can stop myself from posting. I was however slipping today by playing a videogame and talking to a friend whilst also foruming (Multiple monitors also have cons), and therefore wasn't there when I was saying the things I was. So that's why I'm apologizing for it.

Drama'ing yourself usually just makes it look like you want to start stuff and get more attention

I hope I don't come over as that.

straight up, idc what definition of nsfw you use. what annoyed me was that you used whatever you read on reddit and when epicduke didn't get it, you jump right to...... insinuating that he was uneducated. That's condescending as forget, and just generally toxic

You are right. And I apologize for it. My mind just wasn't there.

dating vinnytheguy is a sin that you will never recieve reconciliation for

RIP me. :(

[c]

as a christian man i can confirm lavender will burn in the fiery depths of hell

[Ipquarx]

as a christian man i can confirm lavender will burn in the fiery depths of hell

Hail Satan

[Pie Crust]

I hope you save us some seats. I hate waiting in line.