Author Topic: What is one thing you regret from when you were younger?  (Read 3048 times)

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Same circumstance as carolcat (pulled out of public school to be homeschooled) except it was because of my own undiagnosed "handicapation".

My parents always knew I was different from the other kids. I was the quiet antisocial kid who didn't know how to do anything so I always copied off of other kids behaviors to suit myself. In preschool, I was sent to timeout for hurling chairs across the classroom, but other than that preschool went alright. Cue kindergarten:

Almost my entire thought process and brain activity was derived from home. At home, I was scared silly of the water heater, fires, and smoke alarms. Why? Well, there was a warning sticker on the side of my house's water heater. On it, there was a stick figure man standing in the middle of a raging inferno clutching his face in agony. Because of this sticker, I was always thinking that the water heater would explode and I would be in the stick man's situation. Smoke alarms were scary because of the sudden ringing noise they made whenever there was fire, which in turn signified danger, which further signified water heaters exploding.

Back on topic. My kindergarten teacher let everyone have a sort of "journal time", which was really drawing pictures on blank sheets of paper which were later stored in a folder. On every single freaking picture, I always drew Chrysler Prowlers crashing into water heaters engulfing the vehicle in flames and setting off long lines of smoke alarms.

Now this disturbed my teacher, who wrote letters home to my parents. I also copied things that the other kids did and had no discretion for what was right and what was wrong. I slapped kids, threw blocks, spit on people, grabbed other people's school assignments, and even got sent to the office for crawling under tables at lunch, where I ambushed the principal and grabbed onto her legs.

After all this, my parents withdrew me from school and homeschooled me through 1st grade. They were still very young, had little money, and my brother was a toddler, so I was placed back in school for 2nd grade. I had a little more maturity in the right and wrong department, but was still seriously flawed. I also paid 0% attention to homework assignments. My mom would literally have to call my teacher nearly every day to get my homework assignments for me.

One day, I had heard my teacher say that we had to build a model train out of simple materials to show to the class. I told my mom, who was very proud of me for actually knowing what homework I had. She and my dad set to work helping me build a train. My dad got an orange juice container, which actually looks quite a bit like an Amtrak train, and had me do the coloring while he did the cutting. We fashioned an engine with a similar car connected to the back. It actually looked quite nice.

I brought it into school and set it on a table before sitting at my desk. After all the students came in, the teacher walked up and down the tables observing everyone's trains. She stopped at mine. She turned to the class and said, "Whose is this?" I said nothing, perhaps because I wasn't listening. She picked it up and saw my name underneath. She said, "Austin, you were supposed to make an old, steam train." Ah yes, that's right. We had been talking about steam engines for what, two weeks? I didn't know, but I was thoroughly embarrassed since many of the kids laughed at me.

Due to all the problems I had with that teacher, my parents pulled me from public school and I didn't go back until I was a sophomore (but I've never been full time public schooled since). I pretty much just regret being an outcast for my entire life and I still am in a lot of situations.

mastrubating in my private catholic school nurse office because i was so horny and almost getting caught i think she saw it idk?

I once was stuck in a tricky situation were a girl badly needed cpr and I, not knowing how to perform it, could only watch.

It still haunts me to this day.

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Making a club penguin blog
Thinking I was famous for making a club penguin blog
Telling my friends about my club penguin blog


you poor Corvette fan  :panda:

I spent most of elementary school convinced i was waaay smarter than everyone else and as a result i didn't really learn any social skills for the majority of my childhood.

I had some really stuffty eating habits up until 7th grade where i wouldn't eat very much (usually only two meals a day, rarely any meat) out of my own choice. I survived off peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for literal years and so I'm super skinny and have a generally small appetite 3-4 years later.

I regret not knowing what i know now

Same circumstance as carolcat (pulled out of public school to be homeschooled) except it was because of my own undiagnosed "handicapation".
You've got surprisingly good writing voice for someone 'handicapped'. You sure that diagnosis was legit?

Also experiencing a single year of public schooling was a pretty miserable time in my life (I had always preferred my homeschooling). But thats mostly because the schools sucked stuff in my home town.

You've got surprisingly good writing voice for someone 'handicapped'. You sure that diagnosis was legit?

It's kind of a sarcastic way of referring to Asperger's, which I'm pretty sure I have but I wasn't diagnosed. I feel that because of this, I was socially in my own little world and no adults I was around were educated enough to have understood that in the early 2000s.


drawing stick figures with guns (the L ones) back in 4th grade. i got suspended for a week because of it and i'm still afraid of adults (like i'll cry if i try to have serious talks w/ adults and it's mostly bc of this incident) bc of the principal and dean screaming at me threatening to take me to court for making "threats." when i came back, apparently the story had become that i hid a rifle in my binder and was going to shoot up the school and they had to call the cops in to give me a pat down. it's still brought up every now and then and i know it's probably plaguing my school record.

it's the incident that made my parents start homeschooling me. i was told that the principal and dean of that school were fired by the school board the next year, but i can't remember what for. a year or two later they completely changed the school from charter to a STEM school.
holy stuff wtf

what school was this? I used to draw the same sort of stuff up until last year, and the most I got was a stern talking to by a concerned teacher. Those people are richards and should feel bad.

Although, I guess they were also bored. Administrating a school is no fun if the person administrating isn't a fun person.

I regret going to K12, losing my friend group...


Man forget those people. This stuff is complete bullstuff and there's no doubt about that it isn't. It reminds me when in pre-school I think? I made a little L out of these connected blocks and held it sideways and this little kid went and said "he made a gun", but I just went a said it was a camcorder. I'm not sure if that's what saved me or maybe it was just him not being loud enough. Either way I never got in trouble for things like this, but it makes me cringe at schools and people working there when I see toddlers getting suspended for doing something as tiny as making an L or pointing their fingers or doing anything that resembles a gun. Yeah gotta go and punish them for doing jack stuff because you people are paranoid.
I'm glad I only went to one stuff school and wasn't even that bad. I'm glad I didn't stay in the stuff state that's known as Georgia and the forgeted up city known as Atlanta.

Sorry for blowing up there it just really pisses me off when I see stuff like this happen to other people and how it affects them.