being a weaboo for like, 2 years
drawing stick figures holding guns in 4th grade. the disciplinary experience traumatized me (imagine two adults screaming at a little girl that they're taking her to court for threats against the school) and forced me to start homeschooling which led to so much stress that i now have a patch of white hair. and i cheated through the last two years (due to how much stress my dad was putting me under over every little mistake i would make) of it because 1) i figured out the password for the computer program and 2) my mom would leave me home alone when she went to get my sister from high school, so i'd write down all the answers from the math book under my dad's desk. but now i have severe anxiety, i'm antisocial, i have depression, deal with crippling self loathing, and break down into tears whenever i have to say anything about myself to adults. it's great
