i don't really want to post here, but i kind of want to say something that's kind of important.
truthfully, i don't know what the forget is going on with me. in reality i have crippling social anxiety, hence i can't talk to people about what the hell is going on with me right now. thinking about talking to someone else about my problems almost gives me a panic attack. due to this, it just builds up inside me waiting till it's limit (like my post today). i really regret saying anything afterwards.
not asking you to sympathize for me, but this is sort of the only theory i can work out.
I think you're about my age if I recall correctly. Remember. There is NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU IF YOU ARE NOT SOCIAL. I know this kid at my school, Noah. He is the fastest swimmer in the league, he's an incredible guitar player, and the fastest runner at my predominantly black school. Everybody likes him, yet he's a total introvert. Don't think you can only be happy if you're a certain "way". Just try to be more positive. An easy way to do that is to enjoy the simple things. This is a tip that has worked wonders for me. Appreciate beautiful sunsets, if you still smoke, appreciate good weed I guess, a nice afternoon snack, maybe a nice perky ass. Things that make us happy aren't always that big.
Talk to us about your problems. If not, talk to me. PM me and I'll give you my phone number if you'd like and you can text me whenever you feel like it.
