I'm not in high school anymore but when I was I didn't really talk to anyone. if someone said something to me I'd respond but there was nobody who I would have called friends
cus, throughout elementary school, and probably some middle school, I was rly shy, so I didn't want to talk to anyone, whether they talked to me first or not. and I guess there aren't many people who are shy here, so by the time I got over being shy, not talking is sorta what I was "known" for. so for the most part, the only reason anyone talked to me, was to ask why I didn't talk...
I don't really know how to start talking to people myself. I don't know how to make small talk. makes no difference whether it's online or offline, it is far easier for me if someone else says something first. and because of that I didn't manage to really get to know anyone in public shool
I don't think I would say I was ever bullied though. in 8th grade there was this guy I spent a lot of time around during gym class who had a habit of hitting me, a lot. like all the time. he would also call me names. but it wasn't anything really serious. it was beyond annoying, but I wasn't personally hurt by it
I dunno why I always hung out with him. I guess I thought it was better than sitting in the gym by myself