I have mental issues
we understand that you suffer from HOCD, but a good number of us forumers are either biloveual, homoloveual, or similar gender-specific loveual preferences. Every time you share your posts about your HOCD, you make some of us feel uncomfortable and to a lesser extent assaulted.
Your anxiety inadvertently makes us anxious, especially those of us who are homoloveual. You should try to keep your fears of homoloveuality between you and your therapist, not in the internet.