Pred, even though McJob is certainly coming from a reasonable place with his post, im going to try to put this into a less angry way of saying things.
If you lied about this for attention, shame on you. Im not sure how old you are, you may be younger, I don't know. IF you lied, I still believe that you actually have emotional/mental/psychological trouble that you should go get help for. That's not me being an ass; this statement is out of pure sympathy and genuine concern for your well-being. The best thing for you to do now is to just let this situation die down, take responsibility and walk away from it.
If you didn't lie, you certainly went the wrong way about things, probably just to get more attention in the process, and I'll be the first to say that n o b o d y likes it when people purposefully bring such a serious topic like Self Delete up and tosses it around for more and more attention.
Either way I think you should get some help, talk to somebody in real life if you can because Self Delete is not the best topic to bring up to the blockland community, especially with the way you did it.
Im not sure what happened, I can't be assed enough to actually evaluate the situation further, but I do hope you learn from this.
With that being said I wish you happiness in life because I do believe you're just in a dark place right now.
