thinking of quitting competitive games all together since they just give me stress/panic attacks/make me smoke/cause moodswings
the pressure is annoying and i hate the feeling that every time i die above 5/6 times regardless of my kills/assists that i will never hear the end of it and any free speech on the game is revoked.
dont have anyone to talk to so heres another vent
my winrate, even when im with friends, is stuck below 30%, and my mmr is always 100-200 below the "average"