For those of you who've joined the forum in the past year or so who don't know me, I used to be a horrendous, cringe-inducing friend. However, with the new year having come and gone, I find myself lacking a community on the Internet to belong to besides my inner friend circle. I've tried many other places, however none of them brought that same nostalgic feeling of coming on BLF and posting in random threads and such. Some might say that's sort of pathetic, and yeah, I can pretty much see that. I stopped giving a stuff about my life ever since I got out of high school and had nothing to do though, so yeah, I don't have much of one. I think pretty much everyone grows as a person over time, and I'm no exception. I would hope that I can be a member of this community again, without my past posts coming back to bite me in the ass time and time again. I
would hope that, anyway. I'm well aware that that is simply fantasy. I know not everyone will give me a second chance here, particularly those who had seen the extent of which my old self acted. I do hope however that at least some of you, or best case, most of you, can come to let me start over here with a second chance. I won't deny the past, and the things I said and did; but I would rather not focus on it outside of this thread. If you actually read all of this, thanks.
TL;DR: Give me a second chance, not because I deserve it, but because I desire it.
Some (stuffty) OC for you guys for looking at this thread, and happy Valentine's, you glorious cynical starfishs:
