http://i.imgur.com/AH3sSyT.pngMost of what you've read out here is just more reasons why your life blows. I can neither confirm nor deny this.
Here's the thing Insert, I don't think it was a good idea to put that in your steam description, and it's unlucky that it got posted on the forum. However I think it was a
loving awful idea to post more private material from your Facebook on the forums. I haven't referenced squat from your steam profile, I've only referenced exactly what you've posted on the forum. And quite frankly, what you posted on the forum was very indicative of attention whoring. I said it in the thread earlier and I'll say it again here: I'm making a judgement based on the material posted in this thread. It's not specifically a "pot-shot" at you as much as you are just simply the example of a greater issue.
There's a very specific thing that people do when their life blows this hard, and they usually reach out to the people close to them and vent to them, because they know that the people closest to them can help. When you come onto BLF and post a snapshot from your private Facebook that we have no access to, you know that we cannot help you beyond giving you attention. This, at the most fundamental level possible, is attention seeking. And hey, I've referenced earlier in the thread that I don't think you're doing it on purpose, you're probably doing it subconsciously. I admit I've been harsh in that regard because you're obviously very young and probably don't understand how your actions have led to this consequence but
you are still exploiting people and that is a problem.
http://i.imgur.com/r7FKY6t.pngYeah, I definitely did it to look good on the internet. Not really. I could've easily called everyone else an starfish and sent you some fake ass message I didn't believe in to possibly enable more bad behavior, if I wanted to be on Blue Screen's nice guy list, I could've probably very easily made it there.
http://i.imgur.com/zQvguv8.pngAnti-freeze > Bleach. I've done the research, they're both common household items, but anti-freeze taste better and you'll pass in your sleep rather than puking up blood and guts for an hour before you croak over and die.
Don't do either though. If there are people on Facebook and Blockland who care about you, reach out to them
privately. There are plenty of mature people here who have been through what you're going through and can give you advice on how to deal with it. Of course, for it to actually be beneficial and not just piss off everyone involved, you actually have to want advice (more-so than attention) and be willing to take it. Your first step however should be to stop posting in this thread tho lmao, maybe you should take your own advice from earlier to heart and take a break for a bit.