forget you guys, you obviously have no clue what it's like to be depressed, and are just beating the weak horse
Drydess, it's post likes these that make me think you're some kind of super dedicated troll, trying to throw people under the bus in order to make yourself look better than the rest of us, in the same way as Blue Screen. Christ.
I also enjoy how people think I've got a giant list that has BLF members I hate and stalk, looking for every opportunity to stuff on them. The reality is that I'm only going to call them as I see them. You're alright in one thread, I'll treat you right. You be an arse, I'm going shoot that right back at you.
Had this thread not existed, I probably would have forgotten INH and he'd just be another member. Maybe I would have grown to like him. But with every consecutive post in this drama-worthy topic, it doesn't show me somebody who wants to change, it shows me somebody who wants to be the direct centre of attention. It's like I'm witnessing a 1:1 remake of the experiences I had with my ex-girlfriend, who used Self Delete as a way to leverage stuff out of me.
I Need Help, if you really want to get better, stop posting/reading these forums because they're clearly contributing majorly to your stress and just directly talk to the people you like. Try other communities and maybe even do a little reading on some psychology; that stuff helps a lot.