find a hobby
you're 14 you have nothing to worry about
stuff just feels so uneventful
i've lived the same nights since school started
same things i do all the time
boring lonely stuff and i'll get out and hang out with "friends" only to find that they're loving starfishs and only hang out with me when they "see fit"
not even online also, these are people i actually know at school and it sucks rooster
its depressing and it makes me feel like stuff
i hate being the same stuffhead who "complains about his problems' but i dont know what to really do