gf (now ex) ghosted me, basically, after i had a nasty panic attack and thought she was mad at me - i think she feels bad about it and i know i sure do. i've walked the internet seeking data. found someone who has ghosted people under similar circumstances - they said that she's most likely never going to speak to me again, ever. she was my best friend, and my girlfriend, and i had one bad day and i guess that was enough to ruin everything.