Author Topic: venting thread post your venting here!!!!  (Read 3457 times)

Weapon states are a pain in the ass
this is a rly good resource for them if you don't know about it
https://forum.blockland.us/index.php?topic=56450.msg893433#msg893433

it's what i always use, but i imagine more complicated state systems would be Heck and a half to deal with

Things are pretty okay right now. As a matter of fact I'd say things are better than they've ever been. Among other things I've worked super hard to repair my friendship with someone I've known for the better part of 4 years now and it feels good, she's had a positive impact on my life, except I'm catching feelings for her again. Which really sucks because she's taken and if I let it get to me I'll undoubtedly forget it up, because I overthink too much.

And I still can't sleep right. Tired all day, go to sleep, wake up prematurely and can't return to sleep, repeat. I just kinda gave up and sank into a caffeine addiction. Probably doesn't help with the whole overthinking thing.

I was open about being a figure skater and then everyone hated me for being "gay," that's why, which also explains why I'm secretive as hell.

 Gays are going to be accepted. It's just going to take another decade-or two for old traditions to die down..
You're not going to get very far in life if you care what people think. I do a lot that can be smart then again it can stupid yet, zero forgets are given when someone tells me what they think of me.

 You see, for instance I always dress the best I can-I care about how I look. In summertime I will not and I mean not wear short-sleave shirts, shorts.. I never wear those in the first place. I always wear button-down shirts and nice clothing-you get the picture.. I usually have outfit styles I randomly make and pick from my closet.. I have one of those styles I use often-dressing like a soldier. Why? Because I support the US Military. Because of this, my own mother will mock me and try her very best to get on my nerves for me to change-I won't. I'd be dressing in black Magnum brand military boots, Green button-down cargo shirt, camo-cargo pants and a flat-top hat. She'd say the following quotes: "You look like a terrorist." "People are going to think you will shoot up the store." "Quit dressing like a loving national socialist." That's how anti-military our nation is-coming from my own mother and yet: I give zero forgets of anyone's opinion about myself. Only thing that will stop me is death and I ain't going yet.

The point is just be who you are-don't quit your dreams or what you want to be. This is your life. Not theirs. You control yourself, not people controlling you.

I am addicted to RPGs. And things for me are good. and I have love with blankets. And my brother is a friend and a handicap.
« Last Edit: June 30, 2016, 10:35:11 PM by cooolguy32 »

OH MY loving GOD THIS FYCKING GAME I JSUT CNA Tloving COMPETE ANY OFEJ THIS NEW LEVEL PACK JUST forget THIS stuff




my brother is going to drink like he's dying then he's going to guilt trip me even though i'm really nervous around him when he drinks

i'm actually extremely satisfied with how things are going so far
if i were to draw a graph of my life i'd say it goes like this

I'm p chill and fine atm, but I'm in a state where I feel like I'm worthless and I wont be able to get a job when I grow up even though I do really well at school. I'm still trying to find out what I want to do when I'm older as well and I've only got 2 ideas so far.

Okay, so say you're a kid and a squid, probably in grade school, right? You're sitting at le lunch table having le hearty school breakfast of french toast sticks, hash browns (the patties you pleb) and chocolate milk with a side of maple syrup. You start off your lunch by opening your milk, taking a sip, and dipping a stick into your syrup just like everyone else. Just then, a brilliant idea comes to mind. Why not dip the hash browns in syrup too? So you do that. As soon as you pick up that hashbrown and head for the syrup, a dozen children are eyeballing you. "The absolute madman..." they must be thinking to themselves. Of course you are unaware. You dip it in the syrup and take a bite out of it. You then come to the realization that like... half the table is staring at you and proudly voicing their disgust by shouting "Eeeewwwww!" and "Gross!". You blankly stare back at them in astonishment of how loving STUPID THEY ARE BECAUSE YOU'RE LITERALLY EATING EVERYTHING ON THAT PLATE TOGETHER AND IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU DIP IN THE SYRUP.

tfw this is me in elementary

;_;
« Last Edit: June 30, 2016, 11:01:55 PM by Willymcmilly »

brother the best forgetin thing to eat is like a pancake, fried eggs, and bacon with syrup all over it
make 2 small pancakes and you got yourself a loving delicious sandwich

Okay, so say you're a kid and a squid, probably in grade school, right? You're sitting at le lunch table having le hearty school breakfast of french toast sticks, hash browns (the patties you pleb) and chocolate milk with a side of maple syrup. You start off your lunch by opening your milk, taking a sip, and dipping a stick into your syrup just like everyone else. Just then, a brilliant idea comes to mind. Why not dip the hash browns in syrup too? So you do that. As soon as you pick up that hashbrown and head for the syrup, a dozen children are eyeballing you. "The absolute madman..." they must be thinking to themselves. Of course you are unaware. You dip it in the syrup and take a bite out of it. You then come to the realization that like... half the table is staring at you and proudly voicing their disgust by shouting "Eeeewwwww!" and "Gross!". You blankly stare back at them in astonishment of how loving STUPID THEY ARE BECAUSE YOU'RE LITERALLY EATING EVERYTHING ON THAT PLATE TOGETHER AND IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU DIP IN THE SYRUP.

tfw this is me in elementary

;_;
this hurt to read

i'm actually extremely satisfied with how things are going so far
if i were to draw a graph of my life i'd say it goes like this

you're only 6 and a half years old?